Young Afghan Weighs her Future
Sonita teaches young Afghan refugees at a summer school in Iran.
Sonita has only seen Afghanistan through the eyes of others: on her relatives’ mobile phones, in films and in Internet videos. Sonita is assisting children in need. Just like others who want to go back, she feels she has an important role to play in rebuilding the country.
“I was a very shy girl,” says Sonita, 25, recalling the shame she felt growing up as a refugee. “I did not talk to anyone at school – I was afraid they would find out that I am from Afghanistan.”
It’s hard to believe she was once so withdrawn. Now working as a graphic designer and volunteering as a teacher, she walks with confidence, speaks eloquently and holds a powerful gaze. She dreams of returning to her ancestral homeland to help Afghanistan’s next generation avoid the sense of isolation she experienced as a youngster.
Sonita’s parents had fled the war in Afghanistan and settled in north-eastern Iran before moving to Rey, a city south of the capital, Tehran. She graduated from high school but the family could not afford to send her to university. “We are two sisters and two brothers,” she explains. “My family could only afford the university fees for one of us, so only my sister could go.”
Financial problems did not stop Sonita. She attended classes at NICCO, a Japanese NGO that helps refugees learn new skills and prepare for repatriation. Sonita has become a skilled graphic designer and is now earning money, which she is saving for university fees. She also designs the NGO’s newsletter. “My brother did not like me to work. He stopped talking to me for a few days, but my parents supported me,” she says proudly.
Sonita, the shy schoolgirl, is now a confident young woman challenging stereotypes and misunderstandings. Once in an English class, when the teacher joked about tourism in Afghanistan, she quickly corrected him: “I explained that Afghanistan has many attractions and it is not limited to what people see on TV.”
Sonita often asks relatives and friends travelling to Afghanistan to bring her back pictures and videos. “When we talk about Afghanistan during the day, I dream about it. I dream of dusty alleys, although it is not like that anymore.”
But she also has a bigger dream. “I want to go back and help the children on the street. When I imagine myself back in Afghanistan, I see myself surrounded by children.”
Should she return, Sonita would be following the route thousands of other Afghans have taken in recent years. Since 2008, more than 66,400 Afghan refugees have voluntarily returned from Iran to Afghanistan.
Multiple wars and political instability in Afghanistan have led some 2.6 million people to flee the country, most to neighbouring Iran and Pakistan, where they have been living for decades. Like Sonita, many are either second- or third-generation refugees who have never even had the opportunity to visit to Afghanistan.
The formation of a national unity government in Kabul has renewed hopes and commitments for a stable Afghanistan. But with the proliferation of crises in other parts of the world, international support to Afghanistan and the two neighbouring host countries has dwindled. Both Pakistan and Iran are also buckling under the pressure of hosting millions of refugees for decades. Even so, this year Iranian authorities began allowing undocumented children to enrol in school, joining the many registered Afghan refugees already attending classes.
Sonita’s parents are not very supportive of her dream. Her mother’s biggest concern is the insecurity in Afghanistan, but Sonita has made up her mind. “I told my father, I’ll wait till 35. If you do not come, I’ll go myself.”
“I love Afghan children,” says Sonita. “I tell myself every day: work harder so you will be prepared for the conditions in Afghanistan.” She is fully aware of the difficulties of living as a single woman in Herat, but she believes that Afghanistan needs people like her.
“We have to build the country for our children. Otherwise, they’ll go through the same bitter experiences that we had. That is not acceptable.”